You who is reading

i'm in bad mood right now
it's nearly 11.50 pm
SO ?! I'M EMO-ING MY HEART OUT
i can't sleep !!!
All because i drank ice blended cappucino
sheeshh
And i'm in the middle of having flu & sore throat
Inilah akibatnya x minum byk air
zzZZzzZz...

Haiz, org arab ni bising je kt luar sana
thel all in football fever right now
Always scream like Eartquake is going happen
GOALLLL !!!!

oh, what ever laa...i just want to tell this
cause i can't stand anymore
I've been thinking as i looked through our picture...
This following post will be "specially" dedicated to "some ppl"
I guess "u" who is reading this would know who u r.

RELATIONSHIP.
It's either boy sees girl, boy likes girl, boy pikat girl
Same youngs, same olds...or vice versa
Then when u'r finally together, all sorts of problem surfaces
Dad finds out, Mom opposes, Everyone is against u

Then, that's when there's a little time for everything
u won't hang up on him just yet, U wanna hold on
Yes, i know u might just have an emotional breakdown anytime now

But then, have u noticed this???
Trust is slowly slipping away.
We are like strangers nowadays.
As u know, we still student...all we need just study.
U know what, I can't even talk to u for 10 minutes
without u appearing busy all the time.
Missed Gathering, Always tired to be far away.
And u can't even spend a single minute to reply my sms???
Seriously, Sometimes, it can hurt so bad.
I just didn't want to say anything.

That's how i lost a few friends.
Because they said they needed time.
"There's always next time". Kononya~~~
They always lied.
That "next time" never came.
It was most probably one of the most regretful experience in my life.
Yes, i do blame myself sometimes.
For being so egoistic to let them go.
sO help me if i ever give up on u.

saya tulis ni specially to u because i want u to understand, open ur eyes.
To show u what u're missing, mine.
Don't be afraid to Love but be afraid to lose the friends u love.
We've been tight pretty long. But the knots are slowly getting loose.
I've heard ur reasons. Excusable ones.
But as times passes, those reasons always seem ever lasting.
FYI, i can't even reach u to know what's happening to u.

Honestly, we need to sort this up.
I just feel so dizzy, hearing the same problem over & over & over again.
The solution ? you know the answer yourself.
I mean. Hello ???
You're the one whose in a relationship.
how the hell would others know what to do ?!
I'm sorry if i am so straight forwars but u know that's how i am.
And this is most certainly how i feel right now.

give me a nudge in msn after u read this.

I dah penat betul
Nak pegi tidur laa

Really emotional,
~~Dila~~

the definition of studying

Studying = Student + Dying

sob sob...

Happy G0 LUcky~~~

no pain no gain
do watever that can fulfil ur 0bjective
as l0ng as u enj0y ur life
acti0ns always speak louder than w0rds
d0 it n0w
dun miss it ~~~
n0 m0re regret~~~
life is precious~~~
w0rk hard~`
play hard~
study hard~
love hard~

Bad Mood...

Bad mood..someone really spoil my mood...god teach us to forgive, forget and love your enemy...and it is not really easy...yesterday just find out that A friend of me is talking bad of me....friend? nahhhh not really friend....i really hate people backstab me, if they dont like me why cant they just talk to me face to face??? Why cant they show their guts??? Maybe i should not angry?? Aikxxx whatever......god bless u....